Thursday, September 4, 2008, 09:22 AM EST [General]
So the youngin' started preschool yesterday. She wasn't even sad when I left. In fact she old m to hurry up and leave already. I wanted to cry. As my first child, became a school attendant right before my eyes, her independance shined. My heart was breaking on the spot. I felt alone and like I lost a part of that little baby that I had brought into this world. Now what do I do? As I sucked in a deep breath and picked my other baby up, who still needs me, I remembered all the errands that need ran and my own homework that is long overdue. I guess today is the day I am only needed by one during the day and two at night. What will I do when he starts school? Am I forever going to be a mom who feels lost?
Well the new job is goin good. I enjoy working there, but out of the blue I got a phone call the other day. A job that is in my field of study, that I applied to a long time ago, called me for an interview. So I went. I am keeping my fingers, toes and eyes crossed that I get this job. I am supposed to find out this week whether I got it or not. So please pray for me that this works out and I land a good job instead of just a job.
I have none! When it comes to my toes at least. Two weeks ago, I was walking in my dressing room and kicked the hook for the leg part of the weight bench. I thought I broke my toe. I couldn't hardly walk on my foot at all. Finally it healed. Then yesterday, I dropped my metal coffee cup on my big toe. Two down 8 to go! Just wanted to share my poor luck with ya!
My daughter starts preschool in September! Yay. More craft time for me! I am really excited. Maybe I can meet some new mommies and have friends! I have Internet Friends and phone friends, but I want visiting friends. Someone who can walk to my house to see me, or I can walk to their house for playdates. The funny things is that I grew up in this town, but I moved away for a while. I have more friends from the other places I lived than I do my hometown! Its sad.
