So the youngin' started preschool yesterday. She wasn't even sad when I left. In fact she old m to hurry up and leave already. I wanted to cry. As my first  child, became a school attendant right before my eyes, her independance shined. My heart was breaking on the spot. I felt alone and like I lost a part of that little baby that I had brought into this world. Now what do I do? As I sucked in a deep breath and picked my other baby up, who still needs me, I remembered all the errands that need ran and my own homework that is long overdue. I guess today is the day I am only needed by one during the day and two at night. What will I do when he starts school? Am I forever going to be a mom who feels lost?