So the youngin' started preschool yesterday. She wasn't even sad when I left. In fact she old m to hurry up and leave already. I wanted to cry. As my first  child, became a school attendant right before my eyes, her independance shined. My heart was breaking on the spot. I felt alone and like I lost a part of that little baby that I had brought into this world. Now what do I do? As I sucked in a deep breath and picked my other baby up, who still needs me, I remembered all the errands that need ran and my own homework that is long overdue. I guess today is the day I am only needed by one during the day and two at night. What will I do when he starts school? Am I forever going to be a mom who feels lost?

Well the new job is goin good. I enjoy working there, but out of the blue I got a phone call the other day. A job that is in my field of study, that I applied to a long time ago, called me for an interview. So I went. I am keeping my fingers, toes and eyes crossed that I get this job. I am supposed to find out this week whether I got it or not. So please pray for me that this works out and I land a good job instead of just a job.